.Monday, June 14, 2010 ' 11:33 PM♥.
haven been blogging since nearly one year ago! tt is quite long.. well, things hadn't been pretty well this yr.. i decided to save this entry to my dearest late aunt..
though it had been almost a month since she left us, the memories of her were engraved in my heart and i will alwas rmb u. we had been living tog for 19 yrs. someone who is too old to be my sister, too young to be my mother.. nevertheless, u doted on me and looking back, i realli felt that i was once spoilt by u.(i nv forget the few mths when i wasnt used to sleeping on the double deck bed.u gave up ur bed for me to slp and u, u slept on the floor for mths.i do feel bad thinking of it now.. but realli, thanks for giving me the love all these years..i love u)
u were the one who protected me.u were the 1st to noe when i had my 1st boyfriend. u were the one who contacted me when i was abt to go for my stitches..and after hearing ur voice, i realli felt like a kid and wished u were beside me consoling me..smth which my mum would not do.. u were the one who listened to my problems and gave me advice whenever i nid u. gg msia shopping with me after my exams..someone who chats with me the latest show.. someone who deliberately pei me watch horror show when i m scared till u fall aslp when u hav to wake up super early the next day..ha..though i m nt sure u rmb, but i do..
life is realli weird w/o u now..i miss your voice, ur laughter, ur mian fen quay, liang cha, and many more food that u cooked well.. but, i noe u are going to heaven(like wad i told little yuanzhe), u left but u r free from the pain and suffering.. so the onli thing i can do now is to move on and accept this truth and protect my family.. Love u lots..
YYY
